| | So last night was my last night ever at wal-mart. I now live in GR with Dave Prindle. I have a new job at olga's kitchen in the woodland mall. things are going good. xo | comments: 14 comments or Leave a comment   |
| | Current Music: | the new amsterdams worse for the wear | | Time: | 03:47 am | | Current Mood: | surprisingly good |
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| | So tonight I went to skelletones with josh, I saw carolyn, matt, steph, benny!, and meesh, Beth stopped by after she got done with practice. We talked for a long time! I think it could have been the single best and the worst conversation I've ever had all in one. umm that might not make sense to anyone but its true. I think I've realized how true it is that you have to be willing to lose something in order to be totally free. like a relationship, If you're not willing to let go of that for anything then there might be parts of your life that you might not feel comfortable sharing with that person. I know this sounds stupid, but I believe that. for me anyway. | | comments: 8 comments or Leave a comment |
| It wasn't perfect, but at least when she was here, I-I mean, I could sit next to her. I could see her. You know, there was always that possibility. It's not like I was hoping to get back together with her, but... I know – pathetic.
Nah, it's kinda human actually. You know when I was a surgeon, I saw a lot of patients who knew that they didn't have much time left and I was always amazed at what they were willing to go through. At how much pain they would endure, rather than simply letting go. In the end, pain was always preferable to nothing. I think it was that fear of taking the next step of the unknown that held them back – that made them willing to suffer so much. Sometimes too willing, because in some cases, it really was time to move on.
Is that your not-so-subtle way of telling me to forget her?
No, you're never going to forget her.
*Everwood*
TV can be so cathardic | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| | So I saw Resident Evil Apocolypse last night with josh m. and jeremy my cuz it was pretty cool. I think I am gonna go to the bayside coffee house tonight at 7:00 to see some live acoustic music!, anybody interested in going? holla. | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | copeland | | Subject: | pic post | | Time: | 06:23 pm | | Current Mood: | blah |
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| Hi yall, havent posted in a while. I'm a busy guy. not really, I just don't ever feel like it. umm one thing is I started a new band, we already have like 4 or 5 songs done, we are looking for a keyboard player. we play pop rock stuff like rocket summer or new amsterdams. if you are interested or know anybody who you think might be please let me know. besides that nada mucho.
( *here are a few pictures of stuff* ) | | comments: 5 comments or Leave a comment |
| | hmm so whats new? I'm still working 2 jobs, wal-mart 3rd shift and at midwest video part time. I just got my new video camera that i've been saving for all year, its a panasonic AG-DVX100A for any of you who know what that is you know its awesome. so its about time I start making some videos I've got acouple things lined up. I'm making one for the band spit for athena they are on eyeball records. Rick said that I could make a video for mustard Plug if I wanted, that would probably be pretty cool. ahh yeah about 10 days until my vacation starts I can't wait. This consists of being off work for over a week and getting to go to c-stone festival with my girl Beth, I haven't been able to hang out with her for more than like 2 consecutive days in a row for almost 2 years, and now i get to hang out with her for almost a whole week. So I had a couple of weird dreams last night, one was crazy I was at like a sleepover? and everyone was sleeping on the floor and I woke up and everyone had their hands up in the air while they were sleeping, I had mine up too but I woke up because my hands hit the persons next to me. another dream i had was that I ran into my friend james that i havent seen in years but just recently learned he was getting married. so i ran into him and starting catching up on things and he was with his new wife, and then I found out they were homeless and living on the streets. it was crazy. oh well nice dreams i have. ok yall - see ya | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| hey everybody should come to our show this friday night at the loading dock. starts at 7:30 I think. heres the lineup
Silence my heart
October Flash
5apple rush(grounder)
trigger betty
it will probably be our last show so please come out. | | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | taking back sunday | | Subject: | howdi | | Time: | 01:46 am | | Current Mood: | getting healthy |
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| | ok who's going to the grand haven show this friday?? anybody know how to get there? i would appreciate it!! i get out of work at 6 awesome i can't beleive i actually get to go to a show, stupid wal-mart. also if any ones interested this saturday at skelletoens we(smh) are playing w/ be nicholas be' hopefully we wont suck as bad as we did on halloween. it helps if half of my band isnt drunk when they are playing. | | comments: 10 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | moneen | | Subject: | halloween party | | Time: | 02:51 pm | | Current Mood: | busy busy |
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| | hey my band (silence my heart) is playing at a halloween party tonight w/ the audrey sessions and trigger betty. if anyone would like to go its on the corner of lincoln and miner like 2 blocks off of lakeshore in a brown house. rock and roll i think we play around 9???? Happy Halloween, oh yeah dress up! | | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | the humm of the computer | | Subject: | my first entry | | Time: | 02:35 am | | Current Mood: | tired |
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| | well its late, i got my digital camera today from ebay and it makes a wierd noise likes its constantly focusing or something. its a nikon coolpix 3.2mp it works so thats good, im gonna try to find out whats wrong with it tommorrow. i need to get a cool pic of me and umm mess with this live journal thing more but its late. goodnight | | comments: Leave a comment |
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