| | Current Music: | journey | | Security: | | | Subject: | peace out muskegon | | Time: | 08:53 am | | Current Mood: | goooood! |
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| | So last night was my last night ever at wal-mart. I now live in GR with Dave Prindle. I have a new job at olga's kitchen in the woodland mall. things are going good. xo | comments: 14 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | the new amsterdams worse for the wear | | Security: | | | Time: | 03:47 am | | Current Mood: | surprisingly good |
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| | So tonight I went to skelletones with josh, I saw carolyn, matt, steph, benny!, and meesh, Beth stopped by after she got done with practice. We talked for a long time! I think it could have been the single best and the worst conversation I've ever had all in one. umm that might not make sense to anyone but its true. I think I've realized how true it is that you have to be willing to lose something in order to be totally free. like a relationship, If you're not willing to let go of that for anything then there might be parts of your life that you might not feel comfortable sharing with that person. I know this sounds stupid, but I believe that. for me anyway. | comments: 8 comments or Leave a comment  |
| It wasn't perfect, but at least when she was here, I-I mean, I could sit next to her. I could see her. You know, there was always that possibility. It's not like I was hoping to get back together with her, but... I know – pathetic.
Nah, it's kinda human actually. You know when I was a surgeon, I saw a lot of patients who knew that they didn't have much time left and I was always amazed at what they were willing to go through. At how much pain they would endure, rather than simply letting go. In the end, pain was always preferable to nothing. I think it was that fear of taking the next step of the unknown that held them back – that made them willing to suffer so much. Sometimes too willing, because in some cases, it really was time to move on.
Is that your not-so-subtle way of telling me to forget her?
No, you're never going to forget her.
*Everwood* TV can be so cathardic | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | So I saw Resident Evil Apocolypse last night with josh m. and jeremy my cuz it was pretty cool. I think I am gonna go to the bayside coffee house tonight at 7:00 to see some live acoustic music!, anybody interested in going? holla. | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | copeland | | Security: | | | Subject: | pic post | | Time: | 06:23 pm | | Current Mood: | blah |
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| Hi yall, havent posted in a while. I'm a busy guy. not really, I just don't ever feel like it. umm one thing is I started a new band, we already have like 4 or 5 songs done, we are looking for a keyboard player. we play pop rock stuff like rocket summer or new amsterdams. if you are interested or know anybody who you think might be please let me know. besides that nada mucho.
( *here are a few pictures of stuff* ) | comments: 5 comments or Leave a comment  |
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